so so so so so so frekin tired on so may levels.
1. physically, lots of biking and running after small children
2. mentally , if i have to scream "thats what she said" in my head after a seemingly innocent remark ("i thought it would be really hard, but it was easy")
3. physically, the small children's parents did not have a lot fo food in the house, watching other people eat chicken noodle soup and show me which "shreck" character they got is not fun, especially when it has been four hours since you ate.
4. mentally: let me show you a convo (sc stands for small child)
sc 1 : *random chatter*
sc 2 : be quiet sc 1 !!
sc 1 : *keeps talking*
(sc 2's face becomes read and she nocks down her stick house)
sc 2 : JUST BE QUIET SC 2, LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO!!
sc 1: how did my talking make you break your house?
sc 2: SHUT UP, I CANT CONCENTRATE WHEN PEOPLE ARE TALKING! (kicks sc 1)
(random screaming and fighting continues)
Alice: sc 1 , let go of her, sc 2 , when you get upset it makes him do it more, if you ignore him he will stop it
(both become quiet)
Sc 1: *makes quiet animal noise*
Sc 2. STOP IT!!! (NOCKS DOWN HIS HOUSE) YOU RUIN EVERYTHING, BE QUIET NOW!.......ECT!!
(alice contemplates taping their mouth's shut)
now imagine that happening at least six times with elevating amounts of violence and screaming, with little sleep and over eight hours of child care. the result? my sanity and temper are gone
KEEP NERDFIGHTING,
KEEP PRAYING FOR THE RETURN OF MY SANITY
DFTBA
ALICE!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!